I'm fine. I'm here for now. Talked with my sister last night. I'm just still wrecked. All of what you're saying means a lot. It's just really hard to get out of this. Had more people level accusations my way last night. One person without really all the facts. Just trying to figure out a way through the day and I just don't have the first fuckin' clue. I just want sleep through it but my bodies like "Wake up, fucknut!" so I guess I'm awake. It just feels long. Minute are hours and hours and like days and all that. I'll figure something out.
I want to be creative again and all that shit. I've been unable to do that for so long. It just pisses me off. I feel like someone is gonna tell me to use this energy and turn it into something but I can't figure out what.
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